7.16.2014

Breathing Home

Riding to work today, on the porch this evening, out and about last night this air has been affecting me. It's July in Tennessee for goodness sakes, no one knows what to think of weather that hovers between 60 and 75 degrees. I'm thinking a lot of things. I'm thinking of wholeness and home. I'm thinking of family. I'm thinking I could do anything on a day like this one.

It's funny how up until days like today if you were to ask me where "home" is I'd answer as usual...wherever my family is. But with my lungs full of clean, cool-yes, actually cool-air wave after wave of just beyond tangible memories and feelings and associations wash over me. I smell the north, that cleanness that I associate with the summers of my childhood- and maybe that actually is home. Open the windows and mix that air with the inside of a house and I smell every Saturday of early fall, after all the chores are done and when you sit in the clean house before the bustle of dinner time. Let that air blow and wash my skin as I drive and I feel the energy that has been sapped by summer heat filling all of me.

What a gift, a few days of breathing memories and wholeness! God is beyond good to me.